Capture and release

I see now what happened and what happens when a girl isn't properly controlled and contained. Feeling unhinged, unmoored and just a tad unsafe, she struggles. After she struggles, she rebels. Oh sure, she wants what he has to offer but she rebels at first, regardless of whether or not she is now getting what she, in fact, wants.

Owner says that girls have a "punishment" mode. That is to way, if the owner hasn't been living up to expectations the girl sub-consciously makes him pay. (Naturally, I denied it.)

Owner also talked of fisherman. Well, we are in Tasmania, so I guess that's quite appropriate. He says that the deep sea fishermen have a policy of "capture and release". Conversely, if a girl is released (in her mind, that is) she won't necessarily be "captured" again without a struggle. She may want to be captured...can think of nothing more than that she would love to be captured...but the man has to work for it now. She won't come easily...

And, so it goes.

Anyways, I've been captured now. It was slow at the start..a bit of a rebellion and struggle... but ultimately this "fish" surrendered.

And, she's so glad to be back where she belongs: surrendered; satisfied; serene and safe.

(Why is that after lots of lovely orgasms girls are full of heady joy and owners look a bit worn out...?)

P.S. Owners feeling much better. We've been trialing a hunch of his as to a deficiency and its working wonderfully well.)